After reading from pages 109-149, Meredith began to have a new life at Harvard away from her parents, mainly her mother whom she told to stay away from her and that if she wanted to feel better and start acting like a real mother that they began to send her money because she didn’t need anything else from her. On the other hand, she tried to focus on her studies, and at the same time, while also looking to experience love with different men. In her first year in college, her life was a bit lonely because she had no friends and one of the only men by her side was Matt. She met Matt in Professor Miller’s class, a class that was based on gay people and their sexuality, through the day’s Matt pretended to feel something for her, but Meredith didn’t feel the same but wanted to experience the sexual act with him and be friends if things don’t work out between them, he used her because he just wanted to sleep with her and Meredith was already tired of being used when she told her to stop, while he responds, ” Well this is over,” he said, then began to put on his shirt and jeans. “You know what we call you? Fresh meat.” I can say about that quote that Meredith was not sad about what he said to her, she was relieved to be rid of him, because he was neither the first nor the last man she slept with her freshman year of college. Finally, in her sophomore year of college, she meets her new friend Lucy, and she begins to think that her gender transition promotes great freedom of expression and abilities to be able to determine femininity.